So Which Path to Take? That’s the Next Question?
It’s never so easy to know is it? My gut instinct was to say no to chemotherapy and radiotherapy.
Instead I got healing weekly, acupuncture, homeopathy, bach flower remedies and I started a 90 day juicing protocol too of only fruit and vegetables. I attended Brandon Bays The Journey Workshop. She healed a large tumour in her stomach in 6 weeks! Brandon Bays had said to heal cancer we needed to take the emotional journey!
As a therapist, I tried to get over the I haven’t healed it all yet and look at what I was still holding on to! I didn’t feel sad or angry, or resentful, not really! A tiny tad here and there but nothing major! In fact during this whole process I actually realised how much support and love I had in my life and how many people were truly there for me, which was incredibly touching.
I guess I did have quite a lot of stress both financial and trying to launch Sweet Enough at the time which didn’t work and then the worry about my Mum’s health. But then on the Brandon Bays weekend I unearthed an old memory I thoughts I’d dealt with, and realised I needed to go back and do some more work on myself to release the emotions on that memory too.
So I started back in EMDR therapy myself to work on the next layer and level. Trying to get over the fact that I hadn’t obviously let go of everything yet and was still a work in progress. A journey of continuous becoming rather than becoming!
However, what I can say is that I’ve overcome many obstacles in my life and I’m sure you have too. And perhaps the more we get through and surpass, the stronger we become? That’s what I’d like to think and I know it to be true, it’s called post traumatic growth.
Each challenge brings immense learning potential, can even be a wake up call? a chance to evolve more! I believe my cancer was a catalyst for me. An opportunity to dig even deeper to let go of more stuff and to think about what was important in life and to live more for the moment and in the day.
Do let me know your thoughts especially if you’ve experienced cancer and how you got through it or what you’ve learnt.
Much love and catch up soon